Monday, December 21, 2015

That Year-End Blog Post

This year hasn't exactly been what I expected it to be. I was not at all in my happiest form when 2015 came. In addition to that, I failed on something that I have been preparing for for months. It felt like it was all going downhill from there and I needed to feel happy again that's why I dropped everything and fled back home. The decision wasn't rash. I knew what I was doing and I needed to do it.


If that unfortunate thing had not happen, I wouldn't have experienced the most mundane but precious moments that I now treasure. So, 2015 wasn't all that bad despite how it all started. I got to spend more time with my family and friends. Ticked off a lot of things on my mental bucket list.

But I have to be really honest here and say that I need to get my shit together. I'm not going to wait for 2016, I am starting now or perhaps I have already started. I have my goal and I have to work towards it. I am claiming it for real. I am desperate for change and it's about to happen.

Lol

Who am I kidding

I am not a fortune teller

Don't have a crystal ball

12 comments:

  1. We all need time to step back and clear our heads sometimes. But I love the positive attitude! Have a great 2016 ahead!

    www.jeannechristinemarie.blogspot.com

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    1. That is true. Thanks, Jeanne. Enjoy the holidays!

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  2. There's a funny text post on Tumblr that goes something like, "I've been trying to get my shit together for four years now." I like what you said about starting today, and the good thing about that is that you don't need to necessarily get caught up in the future. Focus on taking the little steps in the Now :) -Audrey | Brunch at Audrey's

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    1. Hope it won't take me four years though!

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  3. Hi, Michelle! I may not be in the same situation but I was starting over by the end of 2014 so I kind of know how shit feels like. Take time to clear your head, rethink everything and restart as soon as you're ready! Hopefully 2016 is a better year, hun! :)

    Ochi | Ochi In The City

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    1. I hope you got over your situation, Ochi! Here's to better days! :)

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  4. We all need a breather. I hope you're all well, Michelle! :)

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    1. Thank you, Cae! I'm physically well, although I may still be a little unsure of myself in other aspects. Hehe

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  5. I liked what you said about starting right now, and not on January 1st as most people tend to say. I hope 2016 will treat you better. Happy new year, Michelle!

    Love, Richel. | Richel Goes Places

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    1. Thank you! Happy New Year, Richel! :)

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  6. Happy New Year, Michelle! Here's to wishing you a happier and more successful 2016!

    P.S. Natawa ako sa last three lines... Haha!

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    1. Thank you, Jae! I wish you the same!

      I'm glad you found that funny! Sobrang corny ko minsan, hindi ko na alam kung nakakatawa pa ba. Haha

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